especially IMPORTANT events are in bold. 

1. first time to pass a college entrance test!
2. passed DLSU-CET!
3. waited for midnight between January three and four for the UPCAT results
4. passed UPCAT!!!!! 
5. first time to not be a fucking cheerdancer for intramurals, fuck
6. passed ACET!!!!! OH MY GOD  
7. first time to go on a motorcade and fling candies at people
8. passed USTET!
9. had a baby egg called Matthew Tyson Saint-Croix ♥ 
10. got gummi bears, toblerones, and a love not for Valentine’s @__@ 
11. actually designed my actual gown for prom
12. finished our first ever thesis! An Analysis of Diary of A Wimpy Kid: The Last Straw Using Herbert Spencer’s Theory of Social Darwinism
13. senior prom 
14. first time to open up the dance floor (with joicee!)
15. actually asked to be tonio’s first dance =))
16. had my first ever photo with cedrik taken =))
17. actually said the words, “I love you, too,” romantically to a boy and meant it 
18. last ever swimming lessons D:
19. flung an egg over the third floor of school and made sure it didn’t break by attaching a parachute to it X)
20. last ever periodical exams ;__;
21. first time to go to an Ateneo Orientation lsjfalsflaf;
22. actually cut school for a few days >:)
23. THIRD HONORS! omg
24. first ever sleepover with girlfriends— in my house! (arra, jirah, danica, mariko, joicee, kim, marche, lady)
25.  accidentally sent “of course i believe you. do you trust me, hon? ;)” to a.a. instead of cedrik @___@ 
26. ACTUALLY GRADUATED
27. went to arra’s 4Kings party after graduation
28. actually chose UP Diliman over Ateneo
29. SAW AEROL AFTER OVER TWO YEARS!!!
30. got serenaded via phone call, “Into Your Arms” :”>
31. actually enrolled in UP
32. had a three-hour phone conversation with a boy i didn’t know (cough, Francis, cough)
33. went bowling at Paradise! with narra and t. forts et. al. :)
34. lost the bracelet arbel gave me ;_______;
35. so a guy i didn’t exactly like told me he loved me. gah D:
36. went shopping with cedrik lolz
37. GOT BRACES :|
38. joined the UPD Walk tour and met my online CMC Buddies
39. started college!
40. lived in a condo all aloooooone, by myself
41. ate at Chocolate Kiss for the first time evaahhh~ (with sandra, red, and gianco)
42. photoscavenger hunt :)
43. ACTUALLY RAN FOR FRESHIE COUNCIL P.R.O. (drat you norman)
44. ACTUALLY WON
45. wore norman’s red t-shirt
46. nestor and aa’s visit to UPD
47. PSP picked up me and arra with a car :D
48. saw ice after over a year!
49. went out with the boys (arbel, migan, jbl, and nestor) for the first time— although it didn’t end well
50. first indie film (that scandalized mum)— Ligo Na U, Lapit Na Me
51. first published article in Tinig Ng Plaridel!
52. started (although still haven’t finished) watching Clannad
53. first college field trip— to Laguna!
54. first 1.0 on a subject— Creative Writing 10!
55. SENT MY FIRST ACTUAL LETTER (although it didn’t exactly make it to its destination ;_;)
56. called a boy on midnight on his birthday, and have been called sweet, honey, i love you, amazing
57. watched my first ever play at Miriam College!— Rossum’s Universal Robots
58. indie film #2 Sa Ilalim ng Tulay
59. watched the Pailaw ♥ 
60. tita elvie came home for a while
61. watched the Christmas Dance Concert
62. participated in the lantern parade and flew my own sky lantern ♥  ♥  ♥ 
63. TURNED SEVENTEEN and still nbk

This day is definitely worth writing about. Granted the morning sucked— it was enrollment and everything. Ian was a fantastic help in the morning and he’s pretty nice. Anyway, four hours blah blah me and physics are never meant to be and blah kept seeing the cute Yski around and blah blah blah.

After, like, seven hours of waiting and running around campus for classes, me and mum finished enrollment at 4pm, and caught a ride with Arra to Dreamwave, where Mariko was having her small despedida because she’s leaving for Japan in a few days for six (or perhaps more) months. 

Arrived there late, of course— but they were all there, Danica and Gabbs and Jirah and Kim and Mariko and Gelo and PSP just about everyone and I was just so so so happy and I can’t really explain it. (In part though, I knew I was happy because I had a confidante in danica and i was able to moan and whine and complain about cedrik all i liked and she joined me too and it was fantastic to just have girl problems and someone to whine to about them once in a while.) Just…happy. And not even the knowledge that I’d signed up for a suicidal class could stop me from feeling happy right now. Getting together with these guys was so awesome, although it just sucks that it has to happen because Mariko’s leaving.

I just had strawberries and cream for dinner and it’s currently raining. The rain smells SO good.

I AM SO SO SO HAPPY I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO EXPLODEEE I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPYYYY :D :D :D :D :D

The happiness hasn’t worn off. :D

• started day as always. woke up, had breakfast (if you could call it that), showered, headed to class with Robby. 
• movie that we were supposed to finish watching in our 1 and a half hour Anthropology class ended ten minutes after the start of the class. so with nothing to do and nowhere to go, went to Casaa and watched Robby eat. 
• went to class with Ena for Soc Sci after. 
• walked towards PE with Arra like we do every Wed and Fri, only this time we were meeting Nestor at the Oble. 
• only, Nestor wasn’t alone. GUESS WHO HE WAS WITH. JUST GUESS. O_O
• and they walked us to PE at the Vanguard. it was kinda funny ‘cause they looked soooo worn out after the walk (they’re apparently unused to that kind of stuff, haha).
• i was kinda nervous about going to PE class because a certain someone (cough, Norman, cough) swore he was gonna attend class this time. i didn’t really know what to think. anyway, Nestor and this other guy said g’bye and left Arra and me at our building.
• big whoop, the guy who said he was going to attend class didn’t. K.
• halfway through the class, Nestor asked me and Arra for lunch after our PE (which ended at 1pm) with our friend Ryo, so obviously there were going to be five of us. they said they’d wait for us near the College of Music.
• i was going to have a panic attack. seriously. but. i don’t know.
• me and Arra went to Maskom first to freshen up at the pretty washrooms, and also to vote for the Freshie Council (in which i was running for PRO). on the way out of Maskom, caught a glimpse of the guy who’s supposed to be in PE class but wasn’t. didn’t acknowledge his presence whatsoever.
• had lunch at the Cafe Iana. it was cool. but then it rained for over an hour, so we had to wait out the rain for quite a long time since we were all commuting.
• we all rode the jeep to SM North for the fx terminals. guess who paid for my fare.
• we split up at SM North, since Nestor and Ryo were going back to UST, and the other guy has abruptly decided that he was tagging along to SM Marilao once Arra and me said that that’s where we were heading. we, of course, got a few teasing remarks.
• said boy sat in the row in front of me and Arra’s, because those were the only seats available for us in the fx.
• Arra and me talked a LOT in the fx. and even when we got off to SM Marilao. 
• tangent: mum called and said that they’d have someone pick me up from McDo bocaue, so that was where i should go after SM Marilao. 
• roamed at SM a bit, to National and to wherever. and then i decided that i ought to go to Bocaue then, and since said boy lived in Bocaue, we arranged to go home on the same jeep. Arra called for someone to fetch her, so we said bye.
• embarrassed myself by forgetting which jeeps went from Marilao to Bocaue. got on jeepney, said boy sat on opposite side from me. and we talked all the way to Bocaue and it was just nice. (guess who paid my fare - again) he almost looked like he also wanted to get off at McDo, like watch over me till he was sure my parents came (personally, i think he was worried because Arra directly—but jokingly, i don’t know—threatened him that if anything happened to me, she’d slaughter him, but now i’m beginning to think it’s something else :-“), but he didn’t. he just smiled and said, “Ingat ka,” and waved.
• went to sister’s and cousins’ tutor. waited for TWO HOURS, not doing anything. 
• received a text that i won as PRO. holy fuck
• at 7pm, two hours after i got to the tutor, that’s just when the driver arrived to fetch us, can you believe it. went to grandparents’ house. (i’m here still) 
• talked on the phone with PSP for like two and a half hours and it was just nice
• okay so some other stuff happened but i’m really tired and it’s been an emotional roller coaster of a day and i slept at half past midnight last night and it’s 11:40 right now and my grandparents are going to slaughter me if they find out i’m still online so yeah bye goodnight