The Sound Of Her Wings
kawaii-aussie:
basically tumblr is like our father and we’re all his children and he is about to get married to yahoo who is a massive bitch and will probably ruin our lives and we’re like no dad stop and we’re all crying very loudly because we dont want yahoo to be our new mum because she is a monster who will probably kill dad when he becomes useless and take all his money that he left to us the bottOM LINE IS NO PLS DONT SELL TUMBLR DAVID KARP NOOOO DONt do It
(via aangs-glider)
- in other avenues of thought, i don’t know how long i can hide under the safe sadness of losing psp or in the complicated exciting madness of what is occurring in my life now
- i wonder how long it will be before i admit to myself that i don’t have an actual reason to be sad, i just am
why am i always so sad all the time like now for example it’s five in the morning and i’m supposed to be wrapping up a whole bunch of editing shit for english but instead on i’m here writing i just want to be left alone i just want to be not alone i don’t know what this feeling is but i keep hearing the sound of my own grave being dug and i want to cry, i want to cry
- today was ok
- this is what i tell myself to keep from going
- today was the kind of day when i daydream about stepping in front of a bus
- it was ok
- but not…great
- summer classes are almost over so i guess that’s a plus
- but to be honest i’m really scared about what will happen after summer
- just so fuck-ass scared
- for any of you who were wondering, last night was absolutely awesome
- AND FOR THE RECORD
- HE STARTED IT
- NOT ME
- in other news i saw ethan today for the first time in absolute yonks & it was ok i mean i dunno i just feel so far away from him even though he’s technically closer this summer than he was during the regular school year
still waiting for the plot twist that i actually am a mermaid
okay let me just rant & ramble on for a bit ok so my folks have bought a new weighing scale & the told me to try weighing myself & so i did & apparently i’ve lost 1 kilo over the past two weeks & i wonder how i did that so this afternoon we were over at my grandparents’ place because that’s where my folks are registered to vote & my fourteen-year-old cousin asked me how i lost weight & i was all like “just keep being sad you’ll get thinner” & before anyone flips a shit that was just a joke but tbqh it’s actually quite possible that i’m losing weight because i’m sad all the time & i’ve no appetite to eat so um yep there we go this has been a post
in other news ive to get my shit together bec my folks are sensing my depression and theyre ~~~asking questions~~~ god forbid they read my notebook ok hang in there me just keep acting all right itll be worth it
my name doesn’t rhyme with starlight or campfires or the color of the ocean but it still sounds so damn good to hear you say it
what he said that night
